Where Do I Find Meaning In Life? Spread Holiday Cheer!

Lets get to the point of the question where do I find meaning in life. I believe that this is a simple question look at the person next to you. Do they genuinely need help. I believe money should not be handed out unless its a government backed company. I am saying that for safety reasons.

 If you want to make a difference this holiday research safe methods to help the homeless people who are hungry, children that need toys, books for the teenagers just useful items that I believe would bring joy to someone less fortunate. Maybe donate items that you no longer use to these places. Offer to buy a goody bag filled with useful items for the holidays. Blankets to keep warm.

I believe someones character can help to turn their situation around. The sooner a person can mature is a great quality to have. First you need a place to live that is safe and free of hazardous chemical something that is clean. The place would need to be cleaned by you so try natural products like vinegar salt and essential oils. I don't know if this is a correct thing to do but to disinfect with alcohol I like to spray my apartment with alcohol and Mrs.Meyers dish soap shake it up and start spraying.

Mininalism Versus Consumerism

Minimalism vs Consumerism which do you gravitate to? Leave a comment below please thank you.

Consumerism the ability to spend as much money as you can in order to give yourself rewards and feel good feelings. The end result would be less money devoted to savings. Consumerism is a good thing because everybody need items they feel connected with but the problem is spending to much money  to the point were it affects the person negatively. Negative like you are not able to eat because you had to buy the latest makeup that would eventually be tossed in the garbage in two or three years or replaced with something glittery and shiny and new that catches the eye at the time. I need to be self-disciplined especially when I do not have enough money for food rent or transportation. I need to try to buy what I need and spend just a few dollars on what I want. Stick with the basics of life first then pay for yourself/invest in yourself. Whatever money is left over spend it wisely on yourself.

Minimalism from my prospective is spending  more time with people that are good for you. Like  friends and family or talking to a professional about something you have a question about. Meaning spend your time and money on experiences that are beneficial to you. Make sure my own happiness comes first and to continue to  grow and develop and not relay solely on temporary stuff.

My goal I set for myself is to be the happiest person with great memories enjoying nature and music and cultures. I need to get off my phone and enjoy the simplest things in life to be happy. Also taking time to care for people look out for animals and not trash the earth.

Putting an Emergency Bag Together

Hello lovelies if there was a state of emergency what would your bag look like?What kinds of things would you store in it ? Thank you leave your comments down below. I am very interested in what you have to say.

I do not think I have ever been though a state of emergency before. But being prepared for any thing is the best motto to have in life. It might take a couple months to put a compatible bag together but it is actually a very good idea considering anything can happen at any moment. So being able to grab the emergency bag and seek shelter is a good idea. There are so many simple things that you can pack in the bag here is my top items we can put in our bags in case the worse happens.

Canned goods plus can opener. The cans should be small and should not take up to much space.
Also protein bars, dried fruits and dried vegetables sealed in a plastic container. Water bottles and a steal bottle. A steel small pot. A little water filter. Wooden spoons, knifes and forks. The object of this is to have a lot of useful items but make sure the items are small enough so they fit in your bag. Another thing to mention make sure the items in your emergency bag are light weight.

Next medications and supplements enough medication that can last twelve months. Medication like aspirin or Tylenol anything that is safe and works for your body type would be great. Supplements I would chose a multivitamin and Vitamin D, Fish Oil and Niacin.

Journal, pen, map and compass
Portable phone charger
For sanitation I like to grab, coconut oil and salt. Tooth brush and toothpaste coconut oil and salt. Soap, a non sensitive fragrance free bar plus apple cider vinegar and alcohol.

Cash is always great to have as well as the pennies dimes and quarters.

Ideas For Food Aid in American Communities.

Hi beautiful people leave a comment about how we as a online community can help solve hunger starting within our own communities. Hunger is the lack of the ability to eat and be able to access resources. Please leave your suggestions on this very terrible crisis affecting our communities.

I know what it is like to be hungry. To be that person without food. It really sucks but maybe we together can come up with some ideas that may help someone. Lets try to help people be well feed as the New Year is about to be ushered in.

First there are churches that donate food. The food can range from dry food, canned food, eggs and pasta and sometimes fresh fruits/ vegetables and bread. I would take as much free food as I can carry and stock it. In order to get free food I would have to bring an ID. Some places even require you to bring a utility bill of the place your renting.

Some of the resources I needed was a folding steel storage utility carts for shopping. These carts range from $50 to $100 dollars or less or even free at thrift stores or just ask the churches if they can kindly help with finding one.

Next I would buy cookbooks, nutritional books, wellness books maybe a list of vitamins and minerals, journals. Use these books to research different types of diseases and how to prevent them with proper nutrition.

Growing your own vegetables and fruits is a very helpful skill so you can share with your friends and neighbors. Soil is like $25 bucks and seeds can be as cheap as .99 cents at the dollar tree or home depot during the spring and summer months stock up on some seeds. Another helpful tip is buying organic fruit and vegetables and harvesting the seeds from them that way you can save money on seeds. You can even make your own soil by using organic left over vegetables leaves husks and others. You tube is a great search engine to look up any questions you might have about gardening.

Get a multi vitamin that is high in minerals plus vitamins such as niacin vitamin d vitamin c and fish oil. Multi vitamins are $20 bucks or more. Buy protein shakes another $15 or $25 investment. Protein shakes are a good back up  plan in case there is not that much food left and you are trying to get through the couple days left.

Water is very important. I get a case of water every month or a couple of jugs of water which can cost 0.99 cents at places like Wal-mart Dollar tree or even fast food places. In fast food places its call a curiosity cup to get a free cup of water. Another way to get water is the kitchen sink.  Investing in one of those water filter jugs or boil the water on the stove to kill bacteria. Visit a friends house or family house and ask if you can grab some available water bottles. Some places like libraries have water fountains.
If you do not know something just ask someone at the library like the librarian for tips.

Keep staying curious to all my readers. 

Foot Alignment Socks Review.

Hello question of the day... What type of things do you do to keep your feet healthy. I want to know have a blessed and have a wonderful day.

This is going to be a different type of blog post. Today its all about feet correcting socks that I found on Amazon.

We have all seen those pictures of woman's feet looking sun kissed and  beautifully painted while at the beach. Well a company called Sam Great World came out with theses inexpensive foot socks that are meant for toe correcting. Which I have been enjoying for the past few months. When I had first put them on my feet felt  really uncomfortable within minutes. I think what your suppose to do is gradually break in the socks and allow time for your toes to get adjusted. Because the job of the socks is to realign your toes and the rest of your foot in a normal position. So it would make sense the socks feeling uncomfortable at first. I had to just gradually introduced my foot to the toe socks. So the first week I would wear them for 10 minutes walking lightly around the house. Then 20 minutes the second week. Then 30 minutes the next week. Until I can walk around my apartment with these socks on effortlessly and when they feel more comfortable. 

The benefits I can see from wearing these toes socks is that they support my foot.  I could also immediately feel like they were trying to readjust my toes as soon as I put them on. Which is a good thing but I  decided  I am only going to be wearing them for 10 minutes  and until I can tolerate them being uncomfortable on. Warning these socks take a while to get use to.

I am giving this product 5 stars. One the color in which the socks came in was a beautiful color. A Lego bright blue. The socks also kept my feet warm and left my toes exposed allowing them to get fresh air. These socks can even be worn while exercising. Last benefit is the ease of putting these socks on is not difficult. I want to give these socks some time and see if my feet and toes can improve over a period of several months. Thank you for taking the time to read my post. Take care.

Samantha I Love You?!

Do you love your pets ? What is the best memory you have had with your pet. ? Leave your comment down below please. And have a sun shining day.

Ah love ...Amor ...beloved.... my sweet heart ...my one true love. The movie her was an emotionally sacred thought provoking and emotional film. The sound track was beautiful and the script was heart breaking. Having said that I have never been in love? Well only one time and its with a non human an animal. His name is Dude? I love him because when you look at him and he looks at you  and there is an understanding that we both need each other. When we see each other we are picking up from were we had left off. Yes I have had people say they loved me but I know that is not true.

I feel people can be turned off and on in any moments time and they are unpredictable. They hurt you make you feel less then. No person has ever loved me. Your pets they love and accept you because your part of the pack a team. The animals strength is what I lack what the animal can not speak into existence and the ability to figure things out logically and record it is the animals down fall.

Any way I feel like having a computer to fall in love with me like in the movie Her is kind of a ridiculous thing to imagine. We as a society have already in a way fallen deeply in love with our computers. Mainly by our phones. We rush to answer it when it rings.  We smile and it takes photos of us.  We are informed with positive reminders of the agenda today. With the computer we can connect to other people and see what is going on in there lives.

Computers are just programs that people already put  information into them they are told what to say. If I was to ask the computer is my hair beautiful or ugly. Would the computer really think about my hair and the present state of my hair or would the computer have been some options and it was able to pick and choose at random.

As I am writing this post I can not help but feel angry. I want something real and authentic. I do not want something mindless telling me something false and possibly inaccurate at random answer. I love animals because they are innocent in that they do not chose at random they go with there instinct based on their environment and how they are treated.

I like the idea that I can get fully naked in front of my pet and they would not look at my cellulite my stretch marks or my burns. Pets look at your face waiting for your love and affection and care. You go to someone to hook up with they immediately analyze you and make judgment's on your looks your body your smell your hair your skin. Your pet does not care they just want to cuddle in the sheets with you. Even if your body has hair, hairy armpits, stinky breath , sagging  skin and wrinkles. I would not like falling in love with a computer. I would like to choose my authentic pet that loves me authentically.

Finding Success in Self- Esteem

Question for the reader what can you do or have been doing to keep yourself more confident throughout your day. Or are you naturally self-confident and are good in that area. Thank you for commenting and have a great day or night.

I recently started reading Nathaniel Branden PH.D book entitled The Power Of Self-Esteem.  I am interested in his formula which is

Self-Esteem=Success
                    Pretensions
First I would like to attempt to define self-esteem, success and pretensions. Self-Esteem to me is the ability to be confident in myself. Confident in my abilities, my strengths, my weakness and goals. To produce the outcome that I am confident enough to show my product to the world and in turn not feeling defeated when someone makes a comment or critiques. My confidence should remain strong and be able to accept the criticism and change my product. Or hear criticism and do absolutely nothing with the product knowing confidently that what I have produce is worthy to be praised and have potential through my own eyes.

Success is achievement that is recognized or unrecognized that usually took work to achieve through many set backs and trails and errors. In the end success is accomplished and is usually praised by the yourself or someone or by something else. Success is also can be considered achieving happiness and being proud of yourself that you were able to overcome when you may have felt like giving up.

Lastly pretensions I am guessing is a plan set in motion that usually requires action to work towards a goal. To take steps in order to achieve your goal.

The formula is a simple formula when looking at it more closely. The number of pretensions divided by the success you have from those prestensions equals levels of self esteem.

More of a break down the more time you devote on planning and taking the time to get your goals done are small achievements. That later on become  a persons successes that have levels of boosters to your confidence aka your self esteem. Which in turn strengths your abilities making you feel more confident and happy about your success and the steps it took you to get there.

Scenario 1 Cars
To the journey towards self esteem starts with a clear focused goal this goal is what you love to do that your proud of completing.

Examples of prenetisions are goal setting like steps to learn something about cars you would have to take action meaning buying the books to study. Buying a model of several cars to be able to physically hold each part of the car in your hand. Taking a test to see if you master your knowledge about the car. Then getting a job as a mechanic or sales person or own your own car shop. Then  hire people to help you sell cars and fix them up. Then making some money from the car sells. Then once enough money is brought in think about expanding your brand or logo to different parts of the area or towns. Then put ads in the newspaper for people to see what you have to offer. Customers will start to come by your shop and be interested in the things you have to offer in your dealership. Now you have a name those customers will talk about your dealership. You might even have a product that you set for a million dollars. Within hours it is sold from someone who believes they can benefit from your new invention. Now you create another product that you sell globally online . Now everyone wants your product around the world your name is in the newspaper you have now achieved your prentenions your goals your steps to to become successful.

Each prentensison I mentioned is a success when you look back on your work you can say to your self. O wow I did this on this date and I achieved this too in such short time. Or look how many sales took place on this date. Look we were in the newspaper in early 2000s now our company is a global success.

After the prentensions and success comes the self esteem. But I must stress  to you are a success if you have goals and you accomplished some them or all of them . The goal I think is for everyone to continue to set goals and set dreams, create and have fun. Have fun in your journey always strive to be better in your own eyes. Be happy with yourself give yourself credit and everything you have accomplished makes you already a success story. Knowing your success story gives you the confidence to know hey I am going to be alright and I am worthy.

Fending for Yourself

Question for the reader. What age were you when you believe you were able to take care of your self? What have you learned in the process of surviving on your own? Leave a comment down below. Thank you.

Ever since I was a child I would stay up in my room full of toys and books and would rarely come downstairs for something to eat. I loved my bedroom cause it was safe comfortable. Friends and family would come over which was great. I always had the option of mingling and being alone. After school and summer break were exceptionally fun because I had some time off to ride my bike or swim. I was into fitness and health at an early age because I guess when your a preteen or teenager you want to look attractive. I guess what I am trying to say is I had a solid foundation in order for me to prepare to live on my own with the books, social skills and interactive play I was able to have time to imagine and explore different concepts. My bedroom was always neat for the most part but my mom made sure it was put together.

I think when I was going to secondary college I was still living at my parents home. I was just thinking about passing classes with A's and B's and moving on to a higher and higher up phase of achievement. When I went to my secondary year of college I had taken a class called basic research methods and I can tell you till this day I still do not know what they were trying to teach me. Looking back I wish I would have been more prepared and looked for other materials to help me with the work. Like journals, books, flashcards like other aids to help me to better understand the class. I think  now I have a better understanding on what the class was trying to explain to me. But cut the story short I failed that class. And received a nice big red F which was a devastating blow.

Receiving the F I come to find out is OK. Out of this failure I had learned in order to fend for yourself you need guides, books, experiences, flash cards to navigate this world. Plus I really believe that maybe if I had asked for help in the beginning maybe asked the teacher for a guide or personal notes. Maybe I could have done a lot better. I guess the moral of this story is before getting involved with things and ask questions and understand the details so you are more likely to succeed and move on to the next phase. More importantly for me is to remember that pre-teen in the bedroom filled with books and toys and movies where I was able to grow with the material given to me. Only now do the same thing but educate myself with materials I need to learn to fend for myself.

Lastly what I have learned about fending for myself is to keep in shape to always be the better version of myself. I was all over the place with working out walking my big dog everywhere, exercising with my stability ball, squeezing my stress ball, walking, swimming, camping with other children taking baths, cooking for myself . I feel I was very independent more back then then I am now. The affirmation I can tell myself  now is, I am still allowing myself time to grow I still have what it takes to take better care of myself because no one but me has the responsibility for my own life.

My Snaggle Tooth

What part of your body do you love and appreciate? Leave your comment in the comment section below. Thank you my darlings.

My tooth is a snaggletooth. I love all my teeth but there is one tooth that really makes me question what happened to me at birth. It is my little sensitive baby snaggletooth its small and sharp. I do not think people notice it when I do begin to speak to them. Which is great I am not going to complain. It is a part of me and I actually like it a lot it adds some character. Some people might find it offense because its not the perfect tooth but I dig it. Lol that is an old school dinosaur word.

I can thank my mother for the earliest memory which was me losing my first then second and third baby teeth and her promising me money that would find its way under my pillow by the tooth fairy. I was a gullible little kid for believing that one. Then I would sleep and dream of buying myself a nice pet shop toy with the money knowing instinctively that my mom would always hook me up with a whole bunch of cute little animal toys. Which were the cutest little things in the world. I am guilty of being a sucker for anything small and cute.

Anyway back to my snaggletooth as the years go by right up to when I was a teenager  I would go to the dentist who would notice my snaggle tooth my mom told him that there had been a gap in where my tooth was when I was younger. But the little snaggle tooth had filled the gap right up. The dentist said maybe when shes gets older she would like to fill it in. Then I said to my self whatever! Now I say never. Even though now I give my tooth a nudge with my tongue I can tell its super sensitive, like me. I really cant remember the last time I went to my dentist to check for cavities. Ugh adulting or maybe I am just a lazy girl.

Anyways now fast forward to my ex at the time lets call him Wulfred. After some years of being together he notices my snaggle tooth he can not let it go he said "O wow that sure is a snaggle tooth." I say to myself yep it sure is. In this day in age people can change their appearance and our clothes in order to impress other people who do not matter. If you have something unique please do not change it for someone own agenda. If you want to change that is okay too. Just as long as you want the change to please yourself.

Me and my snaggle have been through it all and to have had the snaggle tooth along for the ride for me to change it for someone elses' fleeting opinion all comes down to my self love for myself for my own well being. My affirmation or some kind words I have for myself is "I have a snaggle tooth it is mine I was born with it it is not hurting any one it is pleasing through my eyes and I just love you snaggle tooth.

Where should the line between art and not art be drawn?

What art piece has give you joy once you had finished creating it? Leave your comment down below. Stay beautiful.

Things art can be from my point of view. Art is a material that someone or something creates from there own imagination which is then put out into existence. Art is creative expression which will always be special and unique to every individual. Art can be relaxing and very therapeutic. Art can be used to help people positively and it can also be used to affect someone negatively.

Types of art I have personally enjoyed creating is water painting because you are able to mess up and usually fix your mistakes. Also you are able to create your lines and strokes with precision which will produce something beautiful. I am a beginner so I like to look at something and copy it. Such as  grabbing some beautiful objects and arranging them in a beautiful position. Then using one color to recreate what I see. The color I would use now would be grey because I feel like grey looks good on me. I love the colors pink grey white and black.

I can remember in art class the art teacher would say to us students "I want you to create a painting using only one color." I chose a deep purple. It took me a couple of weeks or months to paint the still life in that one color purple. It actually came out amazing, It is really cool what you can do with just using only one color. I guess the point of the lesson was to make something look exactly like the picture but using only one color. Water color paint is very moldable because you can make the colors as dark as you want or as light as you want just by using water to lighten the affects of the piece.

I am not a experienced artist but looking back on my younger days there have been a few very interesting pieces I have created. My advise for myself is to find the motivation and energy to do something and to not waste time. Because there is unexplainable joy in creating your own master pieces. It is mine to create so I must take time to create it. I have never been good at much but art is the only outlet that makes sense to me.

Having art mixed with compassion loyalty and love makes a great canvas in itself. Love for the things willing to accept love. Loyalty to stay true to ones self. To have compassion to take care of things that are weaker then myself. Love of art expression is the ability to be creative with your strengths as well as your weaknesses and find acceptance and fulfillment in that. Forgiveness being able to forgive myself and others who hurt me in the past.  To learn from my experiences and move on. Finding beauty in nature and the people around me. To be open minded and continue to learn and stay update with information. To become aware of myself and others around me.

My top 8 random truths I wish I can ignore?!

What is something you find to be a hard truth. What is your truth. Leave a comment down below. Thank you so much.

Well this question of harsh truths already sounds negative so I am going to find four positive truths and negative truths to counter them. Just to enlighten myself for the heck of it. So number one hmmm. Well the first positive truth  is that we all need food to survive. I am kind of glad because I love to eat. I love everything expect for strange exotic munchables. I am pretty sure the world would be a much gloomer place if we could not snack on something that we really enjoyed eating . The flip of the coin we need food to survive so with out food or with very little we could not sustain ourselves and thrive. We need nourishment to repair after the world takes a swing at us. I cant ignore hunger when I am hungry I will rummage through my cabinets searching for my next morsel. I will just end that right there.

The next truth is the internet it is a positive and also a negative because everything that is created can be recreated and improved upon. The internet namely You Tube has brought so much to my life its shaped who I am cause the internet has taught me loads about my self. Any question I might have can be answered online. Its like a crystal ball telling me the past present and possibly the future. The harsh truth about the internet is if you hate it or love it I do not see it leaving any time soon. I love the You Tube part of it because you can actually get see someone through the screen. Also you can tag along with someone and be able to see them through there own trails and tribulations. It can be a great comfort to me because you are able to relate to these people and its your choice to follow them on their journey. Only thing is I need to follow my own journey and make sure I am growing as well. Never stop growing and never stop being curious. I think everybody wishes they can ignore there phone or shut off there Wifi but that will be a terrible day for sure.

Change is another thing that scares the heck out of me. Like when I was born in the good old 90's things were so much different. I believe currently life is a little better then before through technology. I just remember life being easy and fun back in the 90"s. I can not really judge because I was a kid at the time I was going through my own struggles but they were mostly growing pains and coming of age. Which I still feel like I am going through till this day. I am actually scared of what the future might bring it seems uncertain. One harsh truth is we are all along for the ride. The internet is like an unpredictable roller coaster ride. Which I do not recommend after being traumatized as a kid. Which I was coached into going on one because at the time I was tall for my age and was able to past the height portion of it. I knew right there and then my parents did not love me.

The last harsh truth is decorating my apartment I have been hearing about this new movement called minimalism which kind of intrigues me. It seems like a nice outlook on life keep life simple. Do not put all your energy on material things rather focus on the important things like friends family experiences on the earth. Meaning take care of the earth and take care of each other. Most importantly is having time to take care of myself  and give myself credit when credit is due. Fill the earth with peace and learn about myself and live my own life.

I Am Tired Of Being Left Out

What is your greatest regret in life? please leave a comment down below.

I guess I can start off this blog by telling the people that I was sad. I was a sad human being with plenty of issues. I would come on here and start critiquing other peoples lives. But I guess I should take a long  look in the mirror first and see someone who has potential for something good in life, But as an old mentor had once said to me that I am my worst enemy. I constantly self sabotage myself and blame my self for the things I have done which I know I should have no business to get myself all worked up over. Maybe I can find my own light in the darkness and come out with a candle burning bright.

I want to talk about my life and how it could relate to philosophy. I might be gifted in that, being a philosopher. As a philosopher I guess I can say that I view the world in a different light or darkness. It is weird I feel like what I think sounds a lot better in my head then spoken into existence. Could that mean that what I think is not valid or worthy enough to be spoken into existence or could it mean that I have no one to relate to and offer a mirror of what we both could be possibly feeling.. I am so darn weird.

Weird enough that I feel like I am someone whose life has just lived skimming beneath the surfaces. In my life family friends outsides forces just told me to hush it up do not speak do not be heard. I listened and in doing so I died in my own thoughts.  That being said I have delayed my own my growth. I should have a more interesting life but I do not. I have seen a lot of messed up things and to sit here with my problems, kind of hoping someone would hear me makes me feel comforted.

I wanted to to talk in this post about sadness, sadness that I do not have the power to take action and move forward in life. I always seem to be watching other people enjoy their life. Have amazing child hood friends, beautiful bodies and I am stuck trying to control my life and make it work in my favor.

Well thank you who ever is out there that will listen to me cause it took me a good thirty years to sit down on my laptop and write to the world. I am thirty but fortunately I am still learning to crawl so that I can learn how to skip and jump again. Maybe eventually run to my own dreams and goals.

Thank you...

101 Ideas For News Years Eve Resolutions 2020

Here is a list of 101 interesting resolutions to improve upon in the year 2020. I thought I might gather up some ideas and inspiration right before we all head into the new year. If you want please leave a comment of a new years resolution you will like to bring into the year 2020. Or leave a comment of what was the best thing that happen to you in the year 2019. Thank You.

1 Work on writing materials such as blogging journal budgeting reading

2 Get fit eat healthy strictly eat fish vegetables fruits lose weight and exercise buy equipment

3 Give back to my community donate items declutter.

4 Keep all therapy appointments and doctor appointments and schedule all the necessary appointments at my age.

5 buy a stress ball

6 get my self a printer

7 Find a new musical artist

8 Learn to play the harp

9 Make a corner of my room designated for books

10 Learn more about philosophy

11 Educate myself in social services

12 get rid of old makeup

13 Buy more essential oils

14 Educate myself on minimalism

15 Meditate

16 Take more baths

17 buy a warm blanket on Etsy

18 learn about handling my emotions

19 buy new pillows

20 find a mentor

21 find a tutor

22 visit the library

23 buy a pet kitten

24 research how to take care of a kitten

25 buy non sensitive soaps

26 buy pH soap

27 buy a new PlayStation

28 buy video games

29 buy a pelvic floor gadget exercise invention

30 buy a yoga mat

31 take a sun bath

32 vitamin d supplements

33 multi vitamin supplement

34 check my health records

35 buy myself a new shower curtain

36 buy some neutral towels

37 stock up on some wine coolers

38 buy snacks on amazon

39 get myself lots of tea

40 get some coffee

41 stock up on chocolate

42 learn how to garden

43 buy seeds at the dollar tree during the spring and summer months

44 learn a new language

45 save 20 dollars each month

46 take care of my skin with healthy lotions and oils

47 buy a dry brush

48 learn blogging vocab

49 learn my computer

50 learn how to navigate my phone

51 dust my apartment

52 deep clean my tub

53 buy some new plates

54 buy a new plant

55 call a friend

55 call therapist

56 eat fish

57 eat shrimp

58 eat lobster

59 eat crab

60 learn about a different country

61 learn the country's language

62 learn football

63 learn basketball

64 watch you tube videos

65 learn how to purify water

66 learn about climate change

67 buy myself a map and a compass

68 recycle

69 learn about medicine and pills

70 pray to my God

71 meditate

72 yoga

73 practice self-love

74 look for ways to earn money

75 learn about passive incomes

76 learn virtues

77 learn vices

78 learn love

79 learn hate

80 learn forgiveness

81 study foods

82 buy myself flowers

83 learn about mental illnesses

84 Look up favorite companies like target

85 decorate my room and rearrange

87 get ideas from pinterest

88 put together a emergency kit

89 put together a food bag

90 buy a water filter

91 buy a diffuser

92 buy a stuffed animal

93 buy a perfume

94 buy some natural makeup

95 make my bed into a sanctuary with soft pillows and blankets

96 read to my pet

97 sing to pet

98 stock up on can goods

99 stock up on water

100 buy a protein shake

101 Practice positive I am affirmations

Bonus paint again

Thank You...